Archive for March, 2009

Haru Kaze.

Show me everything about you now

Come, teach me all about you

Why the two of us are here…

Is something I won’t ask.

Hey everyone! Nosukii here. Um I come bringing lyrics! And a small update I suppose. First the lyrics! They’re from an older Touhou related CD but I figured it was fitting for spring! It’s Silver Forest‘s “Haru Kaze” released back in…2007 I believe? From their GRAZE Album. 🙂 Anyways, here they are!



Lyrics : NYO
Vocals : アキ
Original : 風の循環 ~ Wind Tour [ZUN]
Source: 東方文花帖 ~ Shoot the Bullet
Source: Fly Me to the Moon – Frank Sinatra

Gin no mori no kisetsu ga sugi Hikari ga sasu sougen ni
Maatarashi ibuki mebae Keshiki kaete yuku

Ah… Haru wa Sakura de irozuite
Atatakai Sora no moyou mo nagonda aru hi
Ah…Kaze ga yasashiku hoho wo nade
Owaranai Yume no tsuzuki wo tsumugi hajimeru
Yawarakai hizashi ga Subete wo tsutsumi konderu

Gin no mori no kisetsu ga sugi Hikari ga sasu sougen ni
Maatarashi ibuki mebae Keshiki kaete yuku

Ah… Haru wa Sakura de irozuite
Atatakai Sora no moyou mo nagonda aru hi
Ah…Kaze ga yasashiku hoho wo nade
Owaranai Yume no tsuzuki wo tsumugi hajimeru
Maboroshi no sakura mo Hanabira hiraki hajimeta

In other words…please be true….
In other words…I love you…


I’m sorry it’s so short. I really wish this song was longer. It’s so pretty! I like the first line a lot just because it says “Gin no mori” which translates into “silver forest”. Lol I’m so lame.

In other news, if you haven’t heard..Ookawa Genki is releasing a new CD. It’s called [JUST ONE!]. He sure is on a roll…

Annnd there will also be in a stage play put on by Ludvico called “Little Alice~少年アリスの時間割~“. Basically, Alice in Wonderland. Genki will be the Mad Hatter. YOH is also going to be in this as the Cheshire Cat. Hayashi Shuji will be “Time” which I assume is the White Rabbit. Suzuki Hiroki(Koko wa Greenwood/Saiyukimyu) will be Griffon. The…Um…Well, on Ludvico it says “the boy who wants to be a girl” so…erm..yeah. I swear I don’t remember anything about that but okay.

Lol I really want to see this. ALSO WTF KUROSHITSUJI MUSICAL?! Since fucking when?! But yes, I do want to see it. Just because Sakamoto Shougo (4th cast Tenimyu) will be playing Ciel. :> And Uehara Takuya(FROGS/Shitenmyu’s Kenya) will be playing Grell. Though somehow I can’t picture Takuya playing Grell…

Anyways! Hmm Oh! I finally got to listen to Kazuki Kato‘s new single Venom. And ahhhhh…It’s so good. Especially Venom! ❤ I just fell in love again. OH! I was also able to watch The Imperial Presence Hyoutei Gakuen with Kazuki Kato and Saitou Takumi. No offence to Kubota Yuki and Akiyama Shintarou but holy shit. Kazuki and Takumi just sing their songs soooo much better. Originals! And they were able to sing Season again. TAKUYA…always crying. But I loved it…every single minute of it..

And Dream Live 6th. My god, these things come and go so fast! It’s also 4th Casts’ last run. 😦 Awww…They were good…

Mm…what else…Oh yeah. Anime Expo! Still a long way away but preparing early never hurt. Haha, well..It turns out my dad will be paying for the hotel…Er..I didn’t really ask him to but..He will. WHICH IS SO AWESOME. I love my dad…so much…Mom doesn’t give a rat’s ass about it so yeah. Now I just need to finish all my cosplays before then and I’ll be good. :3

Oh yeah, I spent the day at Mina’s grandmother’s birthday party. It was fun and extremely funny. He grandmother slapped my ass. As did Mina’s mom. Initiation into the family they said. >.> Her mom/aunt made it sound wrong. Like we were together. Ew. No. Would not date Mina. LOL No offense. I don’t swing that way. >.>

Uhh yeah. Just got home about 2 hours ago. Pretty tired. I’ll probably hit the hay soon. Oh yeah! I’m not sick anymore! Hooray!

And we have quarter finals next week. :< And then spring break. Then STAR testing, and then AP testing. There’s sooo much going on. So we’ll see what we’ve got time for. 🙂 Until then…



March 28, 2009 at 10:44 pm Leave a comment

Spring Wind.

In other words, please be true…

In others words, I love you.

Hey everyone. Nosukii here. Um, just a small update I suppose.

Yeah, I just changed the layout. I’ve been meaning to do it, but I hadn’t the time to do so. Here it is now though, for spring.

On another note, I’m running a slight fever. Which sucks majorly. I haven’t had a fever since…a long time ago. Probably won’t go to school tomorrow either. 😦 Sorry Mina, gotta leave you with the annoying devil.

-sigh- Pretty much spent the day in bed. Doing nothing. Sleeping. Can’t eat anything….Not like I can taste it anyways. Can’t smell anything. I watched TV all day. America’s Next Top Model re-runs and MSNBC. All. Day. Trust me, it’s not as fun as it sounds.

…I actually didn’t think it could get this bad. I actually cried. For like, 15 minutes. Because it hurt so much. My head felt like it was going to explode and my stomach hurt all day. ;^; Wa~h.Also, It’d be cold and I put a blanket over myself and then it’d feel like my whole body was on fire. Then cold. Then hot. Then cold. Then hot. I don’t like it~

I guess…that’s all. I guess I should get to bed. My head is pounding again. Augghhhh…

Good night everyone.

March 22, 2009 at 11:10 pm Leave a comment

Trauma in Silent Blue.

The door to my heart is now…

Okay! Hi! Nosukii here. Just a quick post cause…well. I need to get this off of my chest and yeah..

So today was the weirdest day yet. Eye’m talking..Holy shit! THAT HAPPENED?! Kind of thing.

Anyways, during 5th period physical ed. class we were outside instead of dancing inside the gym. And you know, we were having fun, cracking jokes, playing stupid games, stuff like that. And after a while we just stood around and…saw a guy. Oh, and our school is connected to the park neighboring it, and there’s no fence or anything by the way.

So we’re joking around that “haha that guy looks so suspicious, I wonder what he’s doing”. Like, he’s walking around these two tiny buildings that border the school and park. You know, he’s moving between them, standing in front of them, weird shit like that. …Kinda still wondering what the shit is going on? Yeah. So we stare a little more from our place far away from him and he shuffles around the buildings still. Mina started walking towards him until he turned our way and she ran back. He starts making these weird hand gestures near his…umm…down south.

Okay so then we’re still like “yeah right, who the fuck does that shit here? it’s probably nothing”. And then he starts walking towards school campus. …what? You can’t do that.

Here’s a quick shitty drawing:

exampleOkay so then he goes to stand next to the trees near the walkway. Okay…what? Hold on, why are you doing that? Me and Mina started getting worried and started freaking the fuck out. I mean, yeah we were joking at first but shit got real. Then our teacher came back from the main building and we told her about the guy.

And holy fucking shit. He was fapping. RIGHT FUCKING THERE. To teenage girls! What kind of sick fuck does this shit!? SO anyways yeah. Um…well, she called the SIAs and called in the girls. But he left before the SIAs could get there 😦 And apparently that wasn’t the first time.

You know how there’s some things you can go your whole life without seeing? Yeah that was one of them.

And then the SIAs wanted each of us to write statements of what happened…Talk about being awkward but I wasn’t about to keep silent about it either. I felt like I needed to tell my mom too…Which I did. Though I kept out the fapping. I don’t think she needed to hear that…

Um….yeah.. I don’t know. It’s still kind of…sinking in. I mean…How often does this happen? Not very I’m sure. 😦

Besides that…Uh…Oh. A few of my friends took the French Nationals today. And on the reading comprehension section there was a section on cosplay. That was weird. But it’s cute to think that they all thought of me when they read it.

And to make this post a little happier:

100_5888Kazami Yuuka cosplay progress. I wasn’t actually planning on doing this cosplay. But it turns out that I’ll be attending the SoCal Cosplay Gathering in May…And I wanted something spring-y. No Lily White. But yeah…The skirt isn’t actually done yet…It needs a waistband and a zipper.

Please excuse the mess by the way..

That’s all…


March 12, 2009 at 8:51 pm 1 comment

Undefined Fantastic Object Character Screens.


Screenshots taken from pooshlmer! Thank `ya loves! Let me know if you want these down ;D


1236482114947TATARA KOGASA.

1236482859943KUMOI ICHIRIN & UNZAN.



March 7, 2009 at 8:30 pm Leave a comment

Shout it loud.

Ah I want to get just a little closer to you
I can’t wait, I want you to understand

Ahhh~. Yay! It’s getting a bit late, but I wanted to blog for some reason…Anyways…

I finally got to hear the whole Love Diving single! And it’s so cute! Haha. Araki’s song is slow but it’s good, he really has a good voice for singing. And of course, Shout it Loud. ❤ Awesome song. Just listening to it gives me energy…to work on cosplay! I can’t wait to see the movie!

Hmm what else. Oh yeah, I found out that JURI(Tenimyu’s Akutsu Jin) will be playing Hajime Saitou in the BARAGAKI musical. And how coincidental that I’ll be cosplaying Hajime Saitou! :’D I was so happy when I found out. So now, I’ll definately try my best to be just as good! ..Though I probably can’t. I’m not a boy. Nor can I pull off crossplays very well. Isn’t it sad?

Oh yes. Touhou 12. About that last post. Please excuse it. Haha, I was in a hype about it and kind of…exploded. But anyways, demo seems to be coming out during Reitaisai this year(March 8 if I’m not mistaken). :3 Sanae is also a playable character in this. AND OMFG THAT ART?! It’s…so…good. O.o Lol. Now I really can’t wait. At first when I saw the screenshots I mistook it for a fan-game and said “wow that art is really nice”. And then I looked again. And then I lol’d.

COSPLAAAAY. I’ll probably make a new progress post soon.

And omfg Umineko no Naku Koro ni cosplay. If I can finish early, I’ll start on Shannon. GEORGEEEEEEE

[no guy would ever want to cosplay with me anyways because I’m not moe enough ;^;]


Anyways..So I’ve done a lot of thinking recently. Mostly about things in the past. And I feel like I’ve done a lot of growing up. I’m sure to Mina, it doesn’t seem like it because I’m so loud. Haha. But…Comparing my self now to how I used to be in 6th-7th grade. Yeah, I’ve grown up alot. I guess it doesn’t seem like a very long time because I’m just a sophomore, but people can change a lot within those years. Even with the way I dress. Before, I used to like wearing baggy clothing and I told myself I’d never dress girly and always wore clothes that were 2 times too big and..ugh, I was just a hot mess. But now..I actually pay attention to fashion and…I guess I’m a little obsessive about my hair (I’m sure Mina isn’t surprised LOL). I like being girly and I like wearing heels and getting all dressed up. :>

Oh and yeah. I’ve kind of been raging a little lately. :/ Here’s a sample of why:

Person 1: Oh yeah..I entered this contest. But I only got this small trophy.

Me: Oh! That’s good! Congrats! 😀

P1: But it’s only this tiny thing.
Argh!! It’s insane. It’s like people can’t appreciate anything anymore! Would they rather have nothing at all?! How about those people who didn’t get anything! How do you think they feel!?

I try to be nice and comforting to people but it’s like they don’t care. Like everything I say goes in one ear and comes out the other. Sometimes it feels like I’m too nice and I’m being nice to people who don’t deserve it. I lend my friends money when they need it, I help with homework, I offer to help people and I hardly ask for anything in return from said people. But the second I do ask for some help, “oh..well..I can’t do it”. =_= I’d be a bitch to everyone, but then I wouldn’t have friends at all.

My mom always taught me to appreciate everything I have because somebody out there doesn’t have the same privileges that I do. And she always taught me to be nice and not to get in trouble with other people. So I don’t. But in no way am I some…goody two shoes.( I’m sure I’m very far from that). Also I hate it when people disrespect their parents. D:< I can’t believe people like that. I could never do that because 1. My mom would put me in a coma if I did and 2. My dad is too nice.

But an example of that would be my brother. He’s quick to start yelling and he yells back at our parents. Like he doesn’t care if they kicked him out of the house or something. After ALA, my dad and my brother got into an argument and my brother called my dad a “fucking idiot”. Erm..I was pissed off too but wow, wtf. What is yelling going to do. It just makes people even angrier.

Adding fuel to the flame =  no.

-sigh- Yeah. Life’s quite…something right now. Haha. I’ll remember to edit this post when I can find a word for it.

And my grampa is in the hospital. :< He’s my awesome-o favorite grampa ever. He always took care of me when I was little…And I take after my gramma a lot. :3 So I’m his favorite grand-kid. I hope he gets better! > . <

Um…I think that’s it. Sorry for rambling. I needed to write something.

tl;dr – updates and stuff.



March 2, 2009 at 12:13 am Leave a comment

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