Undefined Fantastic Object – Touhou 12

Fuck. Yes. TOUHOU 12!!

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I swear, ZUN is going to kill me.

[Oh no! New Cosplay! Ahhhh~!]

Sagittarius☆9pm Don’t be late.

Leave it to me

I’ll, I’ll make it better

Ciao! Nosukii here…and it’s currently 12:47 AM. On a Monday night, well I guess you can technically say it’s Tuesday. In anycase, I’m going to update a few things! Finally right? Ok, here we go!

I’ll shake your heart…

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- Ookawa Genki, if you haven’t heard, released a song called [KITE] a while back. Though it was only available though his mobile site there’s a leaked version of it running around Nico Nico Douga. He also had an interview about Beat Rock☆Love on the website garupara. http://www.garupara.jp/munekyun/index.html

He looks so much…mature from the pictures! Here’s one for example:

I guess because he hacked off his long hair huh? But he’s looking good so yay!

- Also, another Beat Rock☆Love update. Just a few days ago, a CD including the PV for Shout It Loud was released. A very good song. I liked it, though the PV was lacking. :/ I understand that Araki and Takeru are the mains but I think they could’ve given a little more screentime to Kento, Renn, and Genki. Also, some extremely odd camera angles. Including the one from underneath Takeru.

- There’s this new movie(?) from Wild Strawberry called Game ☆ Action. None of the links on the OHP actually work right now but there’s a character sheet. Ookawa Genki, Nakamura Seijirou, Kawai Ryuunosuke, Namikawa Daisuke, JURI, LUKE.C, and somehow Ayabie is linked into this. (Namikawa Daisuke is Choutarou’s seiyuu in TeniPuri for reference.) They have quite the odd names but I guess it works out because it’s a game right? Har har.

-  The internet told me that Shinotani Hijiri’s contract ended and that he’s not in the entertainment business anymore.

- Not really an update, more of a question. Does anybody know what Kawakubo Yuuki is currently doing? He hasn’t updated his blog since Dec. 19. ;^;

- Shiozaki Airu was in Haruka…erm that game with the huge title. But anyways, I wrote about it previously and if you haven’t seen his character. My god, he looks…amazing…With his…long blonde hair and all. Lol

- Kazuki Kato had a spread in Cast Prix Zero Volume 003. And it was awesome. He sure does like having gray/silver hair doesn’t he? Haha, it’s the Atobe in him I’m sure. :> But there’s this one picture, it’s actually the AD for his single. But he’s holding a Flying-V guitar behind his head..And for some reason, the first thing that ran through my mind was “Miyavi”. Kufu.

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…and give you love!

In other news, while I was blog-stalking Saitou Takumi, I saw this picture of him:

AND I LOL’D. Okay, what was the ever so cute purpose for this picture!? Somehow, do want.

And I just got a burst of energy from listening to “1,2,3 Day” by Little Non. From Kodomo no Jikan Nigakki. :>

Anyways, I was going to rage in this post. But it’s getting really late here so…Yeah. Sorry for my crappy updates, I’m still trying to get back into the groove of things.And I’ve fallen in love with Saitou Takumi again. Haha! I like how he’s now a photographer and even took some pictures of Kazuki for a magazine spread. He’s so awesome. And mature. <3 -swoon-

Oh and a quick THANK YOU! to you readers because we’ve hit 6,300+ hits. So…THANK YOU!

Night Night!

おやすみ(＾ε＾)－☆にゃ!

Apparently I’ve Been “Tagged”

Got this in my inbox. I have to fill out my favorite things. I’ve nothing better to do, so why not?

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“Your Favorite…”

 

Color: Red. But I’ve started to like jewel tones such as green, purple, and navy blue.

Perfume: Tie- “Princess” by Vera Wang and “Pleasures” by Estee Lauder

Fashion Icon: Audrey Hepburn

Person: At the moment, either my mother or any one of my friends. Possibly Aaron Kim.

Country: Thus far, I haven’t left america. I do plan to travel later though.

Car: I don’t know much about cars, but I’m fond of the silver Lexus my parents have. Even though it breaks down every other week…

Sport: Badminton, only because I don’t completely fail at it.

Classical Piece: Either “Waltz of the Flowers” by Tchaikovsky or  ”The Aquarium” by Saint-Saens (from Carnival of the Animals)

Jazz  Piece: “Her” by Stan Getz

Animal: I like cats, but I’m a dog person.

Singer: At the moment I’d say Amy Winehouse, Mika, Adele, or Frank Sinatra. My music tastes change a lot.

Band: At the moment, WHAM!, Muse, Pink Floyd, The Dresden Dolls, The Clash, and Queen.

Movie: Moulin Rouge, Amelie, or Juno. I’m a movie person, so it’s hard to choose.

Animated Movie: Anything Disney, The Last Unicorn, Persepolis.

Director: Tim Burton or Baz Luhrmann.

Day of the Week: Friday. Hour lunches are best.

Season: Winter. It gives you a good excuse to hug someone. Except in California, where it’s always warm ):

Number: I used to like 3 and 5, but they always gave me bad luck, so now I like 21 and 7.

Food: Anything Italian.

Name: Name? Odd this one is.  ”Harrisonford Fauni” -a guy at my school. His first name is someones full name, which is far more awesome than whatever I would name my kid.

Chocolate: Dark

Cartoon/Anime/Children’s Show: Spongebob, because the inside jokes from this show can never be topped.

Show: The Office and The Daily Show

Hobby: I like to knit and read. Don’t judge me. I’d take photos if I had a camera, write if I had a laptop, dance if I had money, and spend time in the park if I had a driver’s license. I can’t wait until I’m in my 20’s with a job. Watch out world.

Poem: “To One in Paradise” by Edgar Allen Poe

Author: Victor Hugo or Lewis Caroll

Book: Hunchback of Notre Dame, a Wrinkle in Time

Painting: “Sail to the Moon” by Daniel Merriam or “The Umbrellas” by Renoir

Decade: 80’s

Fruit: Strawberries

Ice Cream: Pecan Praline

Drink: Apple Juice- cold

Room in house: My bedroom.

Class in school: English

Flower: White lilies. Or the ever cliche red rose.

 

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That was really long. But I’ve learned a lot about myself. Mainly that I can’t make up my mind with my favorite things, but it’s all good.

I’m not going to tag anyone, only because I don’t know anyone and the 3 blogs I do know of and read daily are written by the same person *coughgrapescough*.

You all know more about me. Go away now.

 

Bye.

I’ve Got a Crush on You

Am I the Only One Who Finds Rick Astley Kind of Charming?

Seriously. With the crazy dance moves and unnaturally deep voice, he’s a charmer.

I’m trying very hard not to come across as sarcastic.

Is it working?

Anyways, I’ve realized that I can screencap things in a much easier way than print screen. Hurrah.

He Came

 

I have a new man love, methinks. Bye Michael Cera. 

 

Danse Macabre

 You don’t find Rick Astley attractive until you see his video “Together Forever”.  He has a great body under that trench coat he wears in “Never Gonna Give You Up”.

When You're Quiet But You Eyes Are Saying Everything I Need to Know...

I don’t get Jonathan’s videos. He looks like one of those child models you see in pictures at the hair salon. The ones where no matter where you are, their eyes stare at you.

 

For Grapes

 Is Arieldepp dead?

More For Grapes -Credit to Arieldepp (not that she would want it)

For Lovers not Fighters.

If that thought becomes important

It’s alright to always keep it in your heart

Hey~! Nosukii here. :3 And yes, more lyrics. And still from ALSTROEMERIA RECORDS. Lol. Um, well…Oh today, I had this extremely hard 120 point QUIZ on Les Miserables. I don’t see how it was a QUIZ if it was worth more than my final. Aww, sad face. And some of the questions were only two word answers but they were worth 10 points. No room for bullshitting. LOL Anyways…Here they are!

For Lovers not Fighters

ALSTROEMERIA RECORDS

Production: Masayoshi Minoshima

Lyrics: Haruka

Vocals: Misato

Album: Trois Noir [c75]

Original: 萃夢想[ZUN]

Koware sou na omoi mo Ashimoto mienakute mo
Tachi sukundeitatte Omoi ga hora, toki wo tsukuru
Yowasa wa dare ni mo aru Jibun hitori janai no
Jibun ni kateru mono wa Omoi no aru Jibun dake yo

Aa, hanarete yuku, Omoi kazu aru no dakara
Aa, soko ni ireta Jibun kanjite

It’s Magic. It’s Feeling. Walking for my life.
[It's Magic. It's Feeling. Walking for my life.]

Sono kimochi wo kesenai nara Ayumi tsuzukereba ii
Nakusu koto wo osorenaide Kimi rashiku sono mama de
Sono omoi wo kesu no naraba Sukoshi yasumeba ii yo
Mata arata na toki wo tsukuri Ayumi hajimeru hi made

Tatakai sono hibi demo Kasanaru omoi ga aru
Itsuka wa mitomeaeru Sonna toki wo shinji tsuzuke
Kurushikute tsurai hi mo Hitorikiri janai kara
Jibun ni katsu no naraba Omoi tsuyoku motsu koto dake

Aa, Kuzurete yuku Yume mo kazu aru no naraba
Aa, Ayumeru no wa Jibun no omoi

It’s Magic. It’s Feeling. Walking for my life.
[It's Magic. It's Feeling. Walking for my life.]

Sono kimochi wo kesenai nara Ayumi tsuzukereba ii
Nakusu koto wo osorenaide Kimi rashiku sono mama de
Sono omoi ga daiji naraba Zutto mune ni nokoseba ii yo
Mata arata na toki wo tsukuri Ayumi hajimeru hi made

It’s Magic. It’s Feeling. Walking for my life.
[It's Magic. It's Feeling. Walking for my life.x5]

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Like always, credits, mistakes, tell me, etc. ;D

Also, the ones in brackets don’t show up in the actual booklet but I just put them there..

EDIT: GWAAHHHH. Okay, please excuse my fangirling but OH MY GOD. I just saw the OP for Vitamin Z which is a new otome game scheduled to release this spring and KENN( as in Air Gear myu’s KAZU and Tenimyu’s FUJI YUUTA AND OMFG Cutest smile/laugh ever!) will be the main guy! sdgj;dsjglksjg;lsjglk I.MUST.PLAY.THIS. AUGHHH. And also, Suwabe Junichi will be playing the cool/fasionable teacher. Ohhh how fitting!

Oh! And KENN is also singing in the OP.

Anyways, have a good night(or day?) everyone!

おやすみ(＾ε＾)－☆にゃ!

Desperately Remained at Home, Inventing Lovers on the Phone

This Movie Does Nothing For a Lonely Heart

 

Here’s how Valentine’s Day went for me:

Mom: Your Father amd I are going out. Watch your brother.

Me: What? How do you know I don’t have a date for Valentine’s Day?

Dad: Because I would kill him.

Mom: NO! Don’t say that to her! (turns to me) Who would you have a date with anyway? You don’t like anyone… do you?! (obviously she’s trying to get me to admit something)

Me: I have a date… with… my secret… boyfriend…?

Mom: -_- Anyways, don’t open the door for anyone, don’t answer the phone, don’t hurt you brother, blahblahblah……

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And that’s how I ended up spending Valentines Day sitting in my room, watching Moulin Rouge and later some French films on youtube.

French cinema does wonders for sadness. It makes you so depressed you stop and think “This is silly” and move on with your life.

Flight on Tears.

Look for an illusion of a girl in the sky..

Ciao! Nosukii here with those..lyrics I promised. A bit late I know, but I was working on cosplay until 4AM yesterday and well..I simply didn’t have time for it. Haha But anyways, let’s cut the chatter and get to the lyrics!

Flight on Tears

ALSTROEMERIA RECORDS

Vocals:Misato

Production: Masayoshi Minoshima

Lyrics: Haruka

Album: Trois Noir [C75]

Original: 風神少女[ZUN]

Ima watashi no kokoro wa yura-yura yureru
Saki ga mienakutatte Kotae wa hitotsu dakara

Kimi ni aitai, sore wa shinjitsu. Dakedo aenai, sore ga genjitsu?
Itsumo meguru kono nayami no naka Kitto tsubasa hiroge

Kaze no naka nemuri tsuzukeru Tsubomi wa
Itsuka hana hiraki Toki no maboroshi wo miru
Tsutsunde agetai Kono tsubasa no naka
Kimi ni omoi todoku no ga haruka saki demo

Nagare tsuzukeru kaze wa Kono yama koeru
Soshite mitsukeru mono ga Watashi no kotae dakara

Hitori tadayou, sore wa genjitsu? Tsubasa hirogeru, sore ga shinjitsu?
Itsumo meguru kono toki no naka de Kaze ni nosete yuku no

Omoi yo kaze ni yurare Kimi ni todoke
Hana hiraku Sono toki wo shinji tsuzuketai
Kaze no naka moboroshi wo miru shoujo wa
Genjitsu no naka de Shinjitsu wo mitsukeru no

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And like always, please give me credit if used elsewhere and please let me know if there’s anything wrong with the lyrics!

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EDIT EDIT! *3* I just changed my desktop layout~ And it’s so pretty I thought I’d share!

I know you can’t see but there’s a little Remilia and Sakuya inside the clock!

And the image is taken from a doujinshi anthology called ” Alf Layla wa Layla”, presented by GenocideKitten. Whose art I absolutely love! Ayways, that was all! ;D

おやすみ(＾ε＾)－☆にゃ!

Fantasy.

But it’s just a sweet, sweet fantasy baby

Happy Valentines day! Or…I guess Singles Awareness Day to some.

For me, It would be the latter. LOL But I guess that’s okay too. DOWN WITH LOVE. Haha, just kidding~!

But uhm..Anyways, instead of doing something cool, I just stayed home and worked on cosplay. Kanoko to be exact. And I also..erm..checked if I had the chaest for Shannon(Umineko no Naku Koro ni). …It was weird. But yeah, I mean..I’ve bound my chest and that’s easy but we’re going in reverse here. I need HUEG chaest for Shannon so..yeah…>.> But hey! I think I have it. XD

Kanoko progress:

Obi is just pinned together and sleeves are missing. And YES, I do know it’s supposed to be a yukata type of thing. But because she has those two pink parts, which is basically where the yukata opens, I had to make it a seperate skirt. :/ I’m wearing a petticoat with this thing, to give it it’s poofyness and if the split is there, then it’ll split right open. And I don’t want that. Though I’ll try my best to get the rest of it right. Sorry if it looks like fail right now. :<

And yeah. Well, -thinks- Oh yeah, that post that Mina made. About how love takes 2 people. I read it and I was like “that’s true!”, never thought of that before. :> And I joked back “See! That’s why I say that I LIKE people! It’s not as serious!”.

Mm..what else to talk about. How about my non-existant love life? LOL. Let me tell you some stories, just to keep you awake from this ever so boring post!

Once upon a time, there was a noob of a 7th grader named…Nosukii. Her friend…um..Maria, liked this boy named…Shin. She though “hey! I can put them together!” and so she befriended Shin. After a while, she started liking Shin too. It made evvverryything very awkward. But then a year passed and she still liked Shin. Maria had left for another school already and had well forgotten all about Shin. Since it was Shin’s last year at the school, Nosukii confessed to Shin that she liked him. But she already knew that he didn’t like her back. And they stayed friends.

The end.

WASN’T THAT A GREAT STORY? YES IT WAS.

Haha, but yeah true story. I’m well over the guy now. And we’re still friends..Kinda. :/ Other stories aren’t so long. I liked this one guy because we had alot in common and he had a good personality…and then I got to know him more and figured out that..Well, he wasn’t such a fun guy and prefered to be quiet all the time. I hadn’t even seen him crack a smile. And that was disappointing.

And my friend told me that I have low self esteem when it comes to guys. It seems as though I really am I loser! Lol

I also have extremely high standards. LOL. >.> Or not, I don’t know. I guess it depends on what you think is ‘high’.

Hrrm…I keep getting distracted from this post. XD I keep looking at cosplays and whatnot. I keep picking up new projects.

….I only go to 2-3 cons a year. And I already have 4 for AX and that might be the last con of the year if I don’t go to PMX. But then I have…2-3 that are con-less. :/ I have some for ALA next year already..Maybe…I think. O.o Yeah. I want to do some Lotus Land Story cosplay..Don’t really see much Pc-98 stuff.

:3

Oh and I was going to post lyrics. But I got flooded with homework. And ended up with 4 quizzes/tests on the same day.

Will post them later, after I’m done with cosplay crap.

Hurdurrduurrr. Madotsuki likes you!

LAST THING! Friday the 13 is my lucky day. I got $100. HINA DAY.

おやすみ(＾ε＾)－☆にゃ

Everybody Loves Somebody Sometime

I wonder if it’s true that everybody likes somebody, and everyone is liked by someone else. But more importantly than that: is there such a thing as a perfect love? Not even perfect love, but mutual love in general?

Earlier today, I tried to connect all the relationships of my friends and people I know, and it seems like a never ending chain of people lying, cheating, in love with their best friend’s significant other and the like.

It’s sort of sad but by reflecting on all my friends who are in relationships or were in realtionships, I’ve noticed that something is terribly wrong with all of them.

Not trivial things such as “She’s dating a guy with funny hair”, but real issues that they either can’t overcome, or they just ignore. A female friend of mine at school had been in a relationship with an abusive boy, who was so protective he erased half of the numbers in her cell phone and refused to let her out of his sight on the weekends. Another girl currently has 3 boyfriends, none of them know about the others, but she loves them all equally, so it’s hard to tell. Someone I used to know loves her boyfriend to death, but he loves someone else; her best friend. She can’t break up with him because she loves him too much, but obviously it isn’t mutual.

In addition to these I happen to know a lot of people, male and female who are deeply in love with their significant other, but are completely oblivious to the fact that the person doesn’t love them back. They may like them but they don’t love them. That’s one of thesaddest things to witness, because you look at the person who is in love, having the time of their life, just so happy and charismatic; but only you and a few choice people know that it’s all one sided, and no one can tell the person in love. To tell them would be to kill their happy energy, and ruin their chances and hope for love again, which is something no one wants to do.

This all brings me to something I haven’t been able to get off my mind for years. In middle school, my friend… Cow had liked this guy who dated one of our close friends soon after he was aware of her feelings. She was sad and venting on the phone. I don’t remember how our conversation got to this point but I had said

“But you still love him.” to which she replied:

“There is no such thing as being in love if your “love” is unrequited. It’s only infatuation. Love requires two people.”

I took her words to be true, because they seemed true. At some point in their lives, everyone has a crush, and they say to themselves “I love this person.” Then after sometime, their crush proves to be fruitless, and they move on to the next person, claiming to “love” them to. But is love swayed that quickly? I’d be broken if I was in love and in a relationship and my boyfriend just said one day “I don’t love you anymore, I love that chick over there.”

“Love requires two people”

Here’s where all my logic finds in it’s face a counterexample: The One-Sided Relationship.

As mentioned before, I’ve seen relatioships with one person in love and unaware of their significant other’s feelings, which are usually of the  ”friendly like” kind and not the”love” kind. Is it wrong to say that the unaware lover isn’t in love? That he/she is simply infatuated with the other person?

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It is wrong. One can be in love without being love, what they feel determines this.

It is right. One cannot be in love without being loved, what they don’t feel determines this.

 

Sin City.

I want to meet you,  that’s the truth

But I can’t meet you, that’s reality…

Hey! :3 Nosukii here and I’m back from Las Vegas~! You know, to be honest it wasn’t very awesome like  expected it to. :/ But I guess that’s okay because I’m home now…Anyways, let’s chat!~

So we left Saturday morning. And I forgot my coffee and cellphone charger. Yeah, pretty dumb but my aunt came on sunday to our hotel and she brought it for me.

I woke up pretty damn early, cause there was still stuff to pack and of course, get ready for the looooong ride there. Oh yeah, while I was getting ready, there was really loud thunder. @_@ So not cool. I nearly had a heartattack. And once we left it was still raining on the way. And cold. :< It was kind of depressing because we were going to a garden wedding and how were we supposed to if it was raining like crazy outside? It was also extremely foggy. >.> Which made me scared cause we could barely see in front of us…

Then after a hour..or so( I’m not counting hours here..), We passed though some mountains and apparently it had been snowing..Oh yeah and at this point there were like…5 car accidents not far from each other. Pretty scary, my uncle who was driving started freaking out that he’d fall asleep at the wheel or something so we stopped off for some coffee and a short break. Lol, damn long car rides. My ass was hurting from sitting for so long. And I didn’t bring anything to keep myself busy, except for my ipod and camera.. Then again, that’s my fault. LOL

<- Yay, snow!

Oh and we passed by this HUGE lake.?/Puddle..That was created by the raining. >.>

LOL yeah I brought my Marisa yukkuri with me..Just because. She was my little piece of home. XD She also served as my pillow inside the car when I took my little 15 minute nap. >.>

After that we stopped off in Barstow to stretch a little.and have breakfast because…nobody bothered to. Haha, then we hit the road again…You know, I just realized that I stayed up the entire time. Minus the 15 minutes I was napping. Anyways, it stopped raining and the skies were pretty clear so that was good…I also watched the movie “Cars” for the millionth time. =_= Cute movie but maaan. No more please~!

..I stuffed her in the little nook between the window and seat when she wasn’t sitting in my lap/being my pillow.

We got there at about…4 in the afternoon. I thought we were going to check in but no. We went to go visit our cousin that lived like…20 minutes away from Vegas. :/ It was so boring. We literally just sat until 10:30 at night. While the adult sat and talked. And my stupid uncle that we visited offered my uncle that was driving some beers/wine. HOW STUPID CAN YOU GET? He’s fucking driving you dipshit, don’t give him something to drink. And my other uncle, who thank god wasn’t driving drank cognac. I don’t know how much he drank but he threw up as soon as we got back to the hotel parking lot. When we got the Circus Circus we got lost because my mom failed to realize that there were separate towers. By the time we got to the hotel it was around 12:30. ..Yes, I was flaming pissed off.

I still had to wash my hair and fix my clothes for the next day. By the time I went to sleep it was already 3 in the morning. =_= Oh and the uncle that we visited was so…annoying! God, he tried showing off every second he got. He was talking to me about college and he asked what I wanted to major in. I told him I wasn’t sure yet because I had alot of things I wanted to possibly major in. And he said “What!? You don’t know what you want to major in!? My daughter is 15 and SHE knows, my other daughter is 7 and SHE knows and my other daughter is 9 and SHE knows.” WELL SOOOORRY ASSHOLE. I really wanted to punch him in the face, talking to me like I was fucking 5. And then he acting all high and mighty like he knew everything and then my awesome uncle showed him up. Lol. He was also saying how awesome of a cook he was and when famous Filipino actors/actresses came to Vegas they stayed at his place. Yeah. Sure. Keep believing that.

Sunday…We woke up early…My mom/uncles&aunts/grampa were the only ones to go to the actual wedding(12 noon)..Then they picked us up at around 4 for the reception. While we waited to get picked up, we went to the arcade. My luck disappeared because I couldn’t win anything. LOL But that’s okay…So yeah..we went back to the hotel to get ready and luckily it was nice and sunny outside :3 The reception was pretty ‘eh’ to me. We sat, ate, took pictures and then left. :/ We went back to the hotel and then went to the arcade. Then lol, all the kids got dropped off and the adults went to gamble. XD They didn’t come back until about 3:30 or so I heard.

Then yesterday, the last day, it was my mom’s birthday! So we ate out of course. And we were supposed to walk around Vegas for a while but my grampa got sick and we couldn’t really just leave him there so we headed home. I also got sick because of the weather(windy/cold) and..mother nature decided to bother me. :< We stopped in Primm Valley to do some shopping..But then my aunt took so long shopping, we ended up being there for 2 hours basically WATCHING her shop. And then on the way home…My uncle got a flat tire. But it didn’t just get flat, it literally…split. So bad that, had he not stopped, god knows what would’ve happened. D: Thank god he had a spare and we had a jack. After about 20 miles there was a gas station and we stopped to make sure the air pressure and stuff were okay..

Then we got home safely…But we ate a really late dinner. Lol, try 11 PM. Got home at 12. Anddd I stayed home from school today. :/ Wasn’t feeling very good.

SO overall, it wasn’t a very OMFG AWESOME trip. But my mom said she’d take us back during the summer and for a longer time.

I think this post is long enough, but I’ll be doing some romanizations later tonight so look out for them!

tl;dr  – LAS VEGAS TRIP.

Bye bye!

おやすみ(＾ε＾)－☆にゃ